

* P.S. The transitions we practice are usually done at a lower height, and done slower, to perfect the process and moving through the pattern. The video is done quickly.
"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do." -Epictetus
I can't just help myself.
I haven't trained in Crossfit this week due to my hip setback. I promised myself not to look at the WODs (workout of the day), but I just can't help myself. Just one week without training and I'm pining over Crossfit like a lost puppy.
Please...don't tell me how sorry you are. Things aren't really so bad. I'm just feeling a little down and I need to vent. This week no doubt I'll go through a whole gamit of emotions. Hey...I've been told that I just can't run, jump, squat below 90deg...in the big scheme of things, that's not too bad. There's still alot I can do. Nearly 4 years ago now, I couldn't even lift my leg to get into the shower, or hardly walk. I've come a long way, and I need to remind myself just how far I've come.
After seeing the chinese doc, I felt great, and even though my hip mobility has returned, I'm still sore through the hip joint. It's just an aching, but it's enough to have me feel unlike myself.
I've been scouring the CF Journal posts and videos under 'medical/injuries' and 'exercise physiology'. It's important for me to find solutions and information about my particular injury/problems. It helps keep me positive and gives me hope that I can always overcome. I found some great little videos regarding injuries and training with injuries. I've decided I'm going back to training next week. I know there's alot I can do, despite this hip. I just have to scale and modify.
Anyway...the video above is of the Crossfit Australasian Qualifiers, held in July last year. CF competitons haven't really been on the agenda, but I was even entertaining the possibility of trying my first one at the end of the year. That was until recently. It's the furtherest thing from my mind now, and my sole objective is JUST TO TRAIN!
I was a bit pissed because I was just starting to feel great in my CF sessions and picking up in consistency again, and then WHAM! So I return to training this coming week very apprehensively. More than likely, the feeling will be shortlived. It's never as bad as what I envisage.
Well, that's it. Sorry about the vent, but I thought what the hell. Everyone seems to have f*#ed off elsewhere in blogland for the time being. I'm not ready to do that yet. I still feel the need to bore all of you to death, while I work out my demons and frustrations. :P
P.S. Today CF Brisbane is holding the Qld Sectional Qualifier. I've attached the link to the Crossfit Games site, detailing the WODs for today, if you want to check it out.
Aussie Day...
I have obviously had a mild case, as my urine wasn't brown. I wore compression bandages on my arms yesterday, drank plenty of water, applied ice and rested. I was also feeling very tired and a little queasy. I'm much better today and my arms are still swollen, but they've gone down alot. My arms are still very weak though and the LHS is worse and more sore than the RHS.
I hazarded a guess it was the pull-up progressions I did on Thursday, and after reading up on it, found out that the 'negatives' I did would have triggered it. Apparently it's the 'eccentric' part of the negatives (where you are lowering down, and the arm is straightening) which can be more damaging.
Anyway, apparently it only happens to beginners in Crossfit. I must have exerted myself more than I thought. I mean, I was feeling fine during the session and afterwards and apart from being sore, I wasn't experiencing anything unusual. Oh well! I did read about it when I joined CF (you are made aware of it before signing anything), but didn't think it would happen to me.
Needless to say, I feel a little stupid. I'm not even doing anything of serious intensity or consistency yet. Hence, the feeling of frustration. Tomorrow I'm going back to Crossfit (no Wing Chun this week), but can only do legs and will be resting the upper body for now.
The challenges continue...but I'm in good spirits today.
The above video is a taste of Crossfit challenges. The one above was last Saturday and was held at the new Seventile Miles Rock branch of crossfit, Crossfit Rocks, which is run by Doug Armstrong, who was a previous member of Crossfit Brisbane. The main guy in the video is Matt Swift, who is the owner and main trainer of CF Brisbane. He walks his talk, as you can see.
I couldn't go along to have a look, as I had Cheryl's 50th birthday party to help organise. Apparently it was a great day and very successful. Lisa Stokes competed in the challenge, as part of her preparation for the upcoming big event at CF Brisbane on 7th March. She placed 8th overall in the women's division, out of 29 competitors, and considering she's just returned from injury, had a fantastic result! Lisa is a great inspiration for CF women (considering she's only be doing CF a short period of time), and is one hell of a strong athlete! I'm pretty sure she trains at least 5 days a week in Crossfit, and if you've seen the workouts, that's pretty impressive.
The Crossfit challenges, from my perspective as a beginner, look pretty daunting. You can start competing once you can initiate correct form and technique of your main skills, i.e. pull-ups, deadlifts, squats, etc. You don't have to be a seasoned Crossfitter. Like the training, competitions are scaled to the individual. You're not competing against others, it's more about competing with yourself and seeing what you're made of.
Needless to say, competitions are not in my sights this year. It's more about building my skills, strength and fitness without injury and correcting my muscular imbalances, so that I can do what I want to do and function at my optimal level. I have to admit though, the more I train in CF, the more I want to train. You definitely start to get an itch for it.
I've noticed lately in quite a few blogs, there seems to be a current theme where people are having difficulty with motivation and direction in their training and overall 'fire in the belly' feeling, as Hannah described it recently. I've been thinking about that lately and the reasons why. My conclusion is, last year saw such huge growth and achievement for most of my fellow bloggers, that recapturing that drive is proving difficult. I think 2009 took alot out of all of us, and once you hit such high goals and aspirations, how do you trump that?
I have to admit that I'm going through the same thing. The strange thing is, as I've said in recent posts, my nutrition is going great and my exercise is slowly increasing, but I just haven't felt the same 'WHAMMO' feeling, like I had last year.
However, I know why...majorly different plans have been put in place, requiring a total shift in paradigms for me.
This year everything has changed (except my nutrition at this point in time). I've started back in martial arts (Wing Chun at present) and am now doing Crossfit training, as well as trying to incorporate regular running sessions, and then hopefully start to do more martial arts specific training which is more physically challenging than Wing Chun (where training is heavily geared towards upper body/shoulder endurance, being a close distance fighting system).
With Crossfit, you can't plan sessions like you do at a gym. Crossfit incorporates a 'cross-section' of training modalities. The definition of Crossfit by founder, Greg Glassman is..."Crossfit is a strength and conditioning program built on consistent and varied, if not randomised, functional movements executed at high intensity." *There are 3 fitness standards. The first is based on 10 general physical skills, i.e. cardiovascular/respiratory endurance, stamina, flexibility, power, co-ordination, agility, balance, and accuracy. The second is "about performing well at any and every task imaginable". The third is based on the 'three metabolic pathways' or engines, a) Phosphagen, b) glycolytic, c) oxidative. 1st pathway is centred around high-powered activities lasting around 10secs. 2nd pathway incorporate activities lasting up to several minutes. And the 3rd pathway, oxidative, incorporates activities lasting in excess of several minutes. So CF fitness as specified in the 3rd standard is all about 'metabolic conditioning' and "how and why we do cardio".
Anyway, I find this stuff fascinating. But back to my own challenges....because the way I am doing training is so different to last year, and is more 'intuitive', requires alot more flexibility and lessens my ability to plan right down to the last detail (which is what I love to do), it's really messing with my head.
Theoretically, I know what I need to do. I need to be patient! Not one of my virtues. I need to build up gradually and listen to my body, because this isn't going to happen overnight. In fact, to really see results, I need to give myself 6-12 months, consistently training in CF to really understand what this Crossfit thing is all about.
By concentrating in Crossfit it's going to improve my results in other areas of my life...martial arts, army and overall fitness. As Wendy said yesterday, I don't need to do specific running training to improve my running and times. Just by concentrating on training a min. of 3 times per week in CF, my improvements will be a given. She gave me an example of when she first started out as a swimmer and did triathlons. After 12 months and not doing specific 'running' training, just training in CF, she slashed her running times. Of course if you a triathlete and marathon runner, you do need to be doing specific training for your training modality.
The problem is, I'm in a place I haven't been for some time...a complete beginner! And when you're starting out at something she can't help but develop the 'monkey-mind'. Inherently, you know what you need to do...just follow the goddamned program!! But as a beginner, you start to do things to totally confuse and sabotage your efforts. How do I know this? Cause that's what goes through the minds of alot of people starting out in Ideal Bodies online. Instead of following the recommendations and program, they change it a little, but for some reason still expect the results. Isn't that the definition of 'insanity'? BTW, this ability by beginners to totally get themselves befuddled and not trust in the process, is applicable to all skills and areas of life. It used to happen with students starting out in martial arts too.
But here I am, a beginner, going through the same things. Though, I have an advantage - I recognise my folly, so after talking to Wendy yesterday I feel much better, and that monkey-mind has been quietened for the time being. I'm happy to keep training as I am and trust in the process. I'm looking to the people who have done it and are doing it, and this is what I need to do if I want to experience success, not only in Crossfit, but in all areas of my fitness.
Anyway...this is where I'm at. I am loving Crossfit at the moment though, and have decided to train again tonight, even though I'm sore and have torn open a blister. Luckily no pull-ups, but I still have to be able to grip the bar. I'm sure I'll be fine.
*information and quotes are taken from the 'Crossfit Journal', featuring 'What is Crossfit', dated Oct 2002.
When I arrived for my session today my head space wasn't great. After last night's Army PT session (we did a circuit) and little sleep, I was feeling a little seedy, and wasn't looking forward to being punished today. Chris quickly took my focus off the negative and got me moving real quick. It's amazing when you shift your focus, how your energy quickly returns.
So afterwards, my motivation was back up. I felt fantastic again and it was the first time my body has glistened with sweat. And it was pouring off me so much, I had difficulty holding the bar and had to chalk up.
I'm on holiday next week, so I miss a session next week, but I'm hoping the week after Chris is still here in Brissy. He's not sure at this stage, so fingers crossed!
And lastly, on our first session we discussed my goals. Wow...what a difficult one. However, he pointed out some interesting things and quickly summarised what it is at this moment that I really want to achieve....getting back into group sessions (giving it my all) without injury. Nice and simple. That's step 1, and that's what we're concentrating on. But during our discussion about my goals for next year, he said something which really hit home and turned on a light inside my head.
He said something along these lines..."if you concentrate on Crossfit training, all the other goals and training (army and martial arts) will improve exponentially without you even realising. You'll get to a point where you'll be doing your army training/PT sessions, or your martial arts training and realise...'shit - this is just so easy, and I'm not even trying'!"
Now that excites me!
But after this morning's Crossfit post pic, I thought maybe it's about time I started my own 'Hot Files', but I'll have to call it something else (since Frankie's hot files rocks). Though 'HOT' is the only way to describe men who are generally buff and bronzed, whom you would just love to run your hands over. A bit of hand sculpting (even if it's in your head) never hurt anyone.
Hmmm...another reason I'm looking forward to training at Crossfit! ;-)
Ciao for now...Kerry :)
My first two programs were mainly focused on weight loss and rehabilitation (amongst other things). My third program, and more particularly, my fourth program has been about preparing for basic military training in Kapooka. It's still probably another couple of months away at least, but I like to be prepared. And this program is by far my favourite. It's completely different from my previous three, because it's much more specific and really leans toward the type of training that I want to continue doing.
Hence, my decision to do begin Crossfit training when I complete this program, and improve on the fitness gains I've made through Ideal Bodies Online. I'm rather excited by the strength and fitness possibilities, and more importantly, I get to learn alot more about 'why' I will do things in a particular way. Everything I've learnt through Ideal Bodies Online has put me in good stead to maintain and improve upon my results of the past 10 months. I'm still blown away by the progress I've made in such a short space of time, and I am so thankful that chance delivered me to Ideal Bodies Online. I really hate to think where I would be now...probably in the same place I was 10 months ago...perish the thought!
Anyway...I did my first Power Circuit on Friday night, and in all honesty, I was packing death all the way to the gym! I'd only got in a few Tabata sessions in my last program before I aggravated some...eh-hem...muscles, and so I had to say goodbye to those for the time being. I was so disappointed, but had to listen to my body and get back to where I was. So it's taken me about six weeks to feel confident enough to tackle anything as taxing as Tabata.
Introduce Power Circuit - 2 x 2 exercises x One minute stints, followed by 1 minute rest...repeat. Except, there's alot more than Tabata. Some examples of the exercises...skipping, jump squats, box squats, jumping lunges, push-up to plank, hurdles, etc, etc...get my drift? I was doing okay, until I hit the end of the second round, and when I got to the last sets of exercises, my heart was pounding so violently, I thought it was about to explode! I looked at my HR monitor...169BPM!...which for me is probably at 90-95% of my max. HR. It was that feeling of my heart about to burst AND feeling like I was about to puke, when the warning bells came on in my head. So I stopped and took a minutes rest, instead of continuing straight on to the next exercise (good thinking 99), then finished it off.
It was a really weird feeling. I don't think I've pushed myself that hard for a long time. But you know, apart from the sigh of relief of just getting through the program (I suck at jumping lunges BTW), I was just over the moon! Damn it felt good, when all was said and done. It's so addictive...even though you feel like shit when you're right in the middle of it - when you come out the other side, it's like...YEAH! GIMME MORE! (as she beats her chest and let's out an almighty roar...lol...).
And the best part was...I had nothing to fear. My body held up brilliantly. No niggles, no strains and I could actually do the exercises. My favourite is definitely box (jump) squats. When I first looked at the aerobics stage (which is what I did them on), I felt a little fearful that I wouldn't be able to jump that high, but I did a couple of test ones, and no problems! That's been another wonderful thing about this journey so far...the surprises that keep happening when I can do something that I've previously had difficulty with. It's so empowering.
Admittedly, I was shagged after and felt heavy and tired this morning, but I followed up this morning with a Superset session. My legs were a little fatigued, but again, my body had more surprises in store. Not only did I have a great workout, but again, no niggles, no strains...in fact...I felt stronger and better in body and mind. This week I have felt so fantastic and I am grateful for what I can do physically, because 10 months ago, I was only dreaming about the possibility of doing what I did this week!
Sorry to go on and on and on...but I'm so excited...can you tell?
*Sunday morning...serious case of DOMS! Worst ever...he...he..
An hour and half later it was all done and even though the audiologist couldn't give me a diagnosis (you know the usual spiel...sorry, I'm not in a position to give you definite results...blah, blah, blah), he did mention there wasn't anything 'abnormal' or to be concerned about.
I saw my doctor today to get the results of my cholesterol test. I don't know much about these things either. I've never had one before. He requested that, plus a blood sugar count, red/white blood cell count, etc, etc. Everything came back normal and my cholesterol was 3.9. Again, I have no idea what this means. My doc did say that is was 'better than normal'. So that's all I wanted to hear - that I got a pass!
So for anyone thinking about joining the defence forces, make sure you have plenty of money to pay for all of these tests. I nearly fell over when I went to pay the account for the balance test...listen to this...$350 bucks! I'd just forked out for the EN&T specialist. I know I can still claim some back on medicare, but it's still not cheap! So there's my whinge for the day.
On the training front, all went well. It's been a difficult week so far with fitting in all my training, with AW being away, and with all the rain, I haven't been able to use public transport. Luckily, I have a couple of people who I can rely on, so I can get to the gym. And trying to do any exercise at night with a 3yo in tow is next to impossible!
I had a great weights session on Monday night, and have noticed how much compound exercises have improved my core and lower back stability, to the point that there are no sensations whatsoever. The feeling is really extraordinary for me, and the effects are immediate. I just love it! Swimming is another thing which I've found where my back feels absolutely wonderful afterwards and my mobility and range of movement is so much better. In the future, I plan to incorporate more compound exercises into my weight training. I would love to learn the basics with correct technique...squats, deadlifts, bench press. It's something I'm looking forward too. I am also leaning toward 'Crossfit' training, as a way of improving my strength and overall fitness. It's a little while away yet, but I am excited by all the possibilities and choices, once I've finished my military training.
Okay...I'm having an early night tonight so nitey nite. Have a great weekend and if you live in SE Qld - stay safe and dry! :)
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